you’re a copy cat and a try hard
your problem is that you way way way way way overthink and overcomplicate things
take some things at face value for once
or maybe all the time
because you never do
and i’d tell you that but you’d probably think i was attacking you
no one judges me more than my family does and i’m positive it’s the reason i have no self confidence and don’t believe in myself but i’m at the point where i just don’t care anymore fuck y’all
I don’t really care what anyone thinks that much anymore like I used to think it was impossible to do something without worrying about what someone thought but now it’s just like who cares I don’t know this person and they’ll only think whatever they might think for like 30 seconds and I’ll never see them again and i used to be so self conscious about everything like even paying for food I was buying and I thought I’d always be like that and itd never go away but it has and it’s nice.
Things are also just easier when you come to the realization that some people just won’t like you, maybe for a reason or maybe for nothing at all and it’s just like ok move on who cares
And I used to be really shy and not be able to talk to anyone much less strangers but that’s gone now too
Everything’s coming up milhouse
Now if I could just stay dedicated to exercising
